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not reality.... yet I have this philosophy. It doesn't make a ton of sense, but here it is:
If we can't have what we want in the real world, isn't it almost as good to dream about it? (as long as you don't dwell on it too much)

[Close To Gone]
2008-09-27 15:41:40

excitment!!!! new haircut!!!! Thanks. I don't know much about this stuff, but if you have lighter hair, I say pink or purple. If you have darker, I say red. Good luck with the highlights.[superspeller] 2008-07-09 19:02:34

excitment!!!! new haircut!!!! Have fun camping. As for highlights, how about red. Do you mean like crayon colors? If so, purple would be cool.[superspeller] 2008-07-09 14:12:24

excitment!!!! new haircut!!!! Sounds cute & have fun!

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-07-09 13:50:56

just as i was falling for him...

my new one is smileySOUL

and ill msg you back on myspace, sorry i have like,no time in life! ha

[magesticBEAUTY]
2008-06-30 12:33:49

last day of 8th grade

yeah, its me.
thankkyou<3

[catchingthestars]
2008-06-15 20:48:09

last day of 8th grade

hey its michelle!

this is my new dy

[magesticBEAUTY]
2008-06-15 01:30:48

last day of 8th grade

thanks for the comment hun

I vaguely remember my last day in 8th grade

and i remember how sad it was but high school

turned out to be more fun than i expected it to be

so don't worry about it you'll have four years of even more

fun and try really hard to keep in touch with the friends you have

now. I said I would but it got really hard and I don't talk to many

of them anymore, but it's always worth having good friends that you

can say you go back to eigth grade with.

˘žBree

[Sxybree0925]
2008-06-14 16:33:36

last day of 8th grade yeah thanks
that helps alot
and it is realy hard
ive tried quiting a few times,
but i would feel like shyt, get even bigger bags under my eyes,
get lightheaded
and then break down and smoke
yeah jmy family and i gettin a little close again becasue im gettin better at hiding it
well it lasted about a month
and then about 3 days ago my mom found a pack
i told her i quit for that month and that was the first pack since then
'i know she didnt beolieve me,
but we got into a couple fights

my email is
Your_Baby_Corona@yahoo.com

thanks
**BB**

[CoronaXtra00]
2008-06-11 20:36:14

last day of 8th grade No I wish I did. But you can send me an email toheretohelpyou@yahoo.com! but thanks. Ive never been kissed either so dont feel bad!

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-06-11 18:53:59

last day of 8th grade I felt the EXACT same way you did! I cried my head off the last day. But everything (actually) turned out better my freshman year then I expected and its alot more fun and exciting in Highschool. It sounds Cr@zY but I honestly dont know y I was so sad cause I now I look back on it and Im sure I looked a mess and I dont feel sad bout leaving.

Good Luck, the tears will fade and the sun will shine again!

~BHSsweetheart~

[BHSsweetheart]
2008-06-11 18:24:13

last day of 8th grade

haha yeah i guess im worried....slightlyy..?
im juss having a rough time with my friends now..i guess thats all.
and the ms thing is meeeeeshh_

(:

[MBlem003]
2008-06-11 17:33:12

last day of 8th grade

aww its okay ): iknow how u feel
i like this one kid and we texted for like a week and i really thought he liked me. i dont know if he does but i know what it feels like to put everything into the relationship u want to happen, and then it just fail.
i just graduated 8th grade, too. ill be freshman next year. im here to talk! (:

<3 michelle

[MBlem003]

2008-06-11 16:03:13

last day of 8th grade I know how you feeel.
I have liked the same guy for about a year. But he is younger than me & i never get to see him ![eniloracx3]
2008-06-11 14:29:36

for Vaughan i will. the poor thing![justaskevan] 2008-06-02 18:23:28

never been kissed, but hes the perfect one anytime!! =D[justaskevan] 2008-05-28 18:11:21

never been kissed, but hes the perfect one

Thats deep. but yet so honestly true.

makes me feel a little sad inside. I want someone like that.

I want to want someone. if that makes sense.

maybe you should learn morse code!

i love the couples that come out of the blue.

that aren't popular, aren't the most prettiest in the bunch, aren't the smartest or the most athletic.

but the realtionships that are built upon true love and admiration for one another and honest-to-god love you for who you are.

 those are the best!

[justaskevan]

2008-05-26 00:21:19

never been kissed, but hes the perfect one transmission x....not receiving....[Yojimbo] 2008-05-25 23:11:41

never been kissed, but hes the perfect one

aww I hope you get him!
if you read discovery girls this month, they talk about a dork who has allergies and sneezes and wears dorky glasses, and he changed so he could become popular but this girl loved him before that.

aww I really do hope you get him!
Good luck!! :D

[madixboo]
2008-05-25 22:53:35

call the police!!! I hate when classmates seem to go insane . This kid i know also did this on the bus, because he was being bullied. [superspeller] 2008-05-08 14:51:53

call the police!!!

the chinese synbol means love.  my husband and i got matching tattoos.  it's as close as we'll come to tattooing the other's names on ourselves. 

i really can't make a suggestion for a tattoo, because i think they're very personal.  like my flower one, the yellow rose is in memory of my grandmother, and the star around it is in memory of my grandfather.  whatever you get though, think about it for a couple of YEARS.  and if you still want it, then get it.  they're permanent.  there's no going back.  my husband and i have been thinking about the love symbol for 5 years.  so just make sure it's what you really want.

[nbriggs]
2008-05-08 14:45:08

bad boys  No prob hon ur a sweetie! Yep...bad boys are fun...just be careful [UniqueSultress] 2008-04-11 17:13:39

bad boys go for it just dont get to cuaght up in the trouble and what not![BananaRae] 2008-04-10 18:02:17

bad boys

Well to me

(not trying to be a bitch here)

But cutting for me

ITS ADDICTING

I cant stop

I WANT TO SO BADLY

but when i see that razor

my mind just leaves and i cutt

Trust me

I would stop

I WANT to stop

But i cant

Im sorry

[Charrollette]

2008-04-09 16:42:04

for Vaughan

wow. i will pray for her; it sounds horrible
i know what it's like to be really close to someone and loose em 2, just not my parents.

[giantsquid]
2008-04-05 19:55:04

for Vaughan it was just a lil fast to get all the toxins out of my body i dont do it all the time :)[iwantperfection] 2008-04-04 15:20:40

for Vaughan cootie queen
[rinajt6]
2008-04-04 14:34:39

leather pants and other funny stories lol the first 2 stories are funny especiall the 1st one becuz i have a friend that use to have leather pants and she loved those pants!! she said if she still had them and they still fit she would still wear them! lol she kills me and i got the cootie pic from photobucket
[rinajt6]
2008-04-03 19:46:44

go to my website

no problem;
and thanks.. that's actually means a lot.

foobie@bright.net is mine.
you got a myspace?

[giantsquid]
2008-03-31 20:30:50

go to my website those particular shops i mentioned are[iwantperfection] 2008-03-31 04:45:07

go to my website

thankyou

[iwantperfection]
2008-03-30 16:29:07

go to my website

Thank you for taking the time to read my entry. It really means a lot. I appreciate it. It was an amazing experience. It still feels surreal. I mean when you see someone like that you forget about the scandals and the drama that happened. Anyway, thanks again and take care!!!

Carolina

[newyorkbabygirl]
2008-03-30 16:25:57

POS

hey;

to make ya feel better my mom used to be like that.
she hacked into my mdd a couple years back finding out i was susidial.

i had to delete everything.

nothing got better until i talked to her
[well at first it was more like contsant yelling but it helped in a way]

time heals all wounds.

<3-

[giantsquid]
2008-03-29 23:06:12

POS

Ive heard about that story too, The girls had a best friend and the best friends mom wanted to find out if the other girl was talking about her daughter, so the mom pretended to be some guy that liked her, and started calling her all these ugly names, and then the girl commited suicide. Yep, sucks cuz she was only 13...
But yeah, definently parents suck, especially since mine are a bunch of hypocrites.

-Renee

[Dillux]
2008-03-29 01:21:51

she came out

Dispite the front you're putting up,
it sounds like you might be a lil shaken by her comin outta the closet.

and i'm not against being gay n stuff cause i got gay/bi friends&relatives and they're just as cool as anyone.

[giantsquid]
2008-03-27 20:52:15

she came out More people like you are needed in the world. I was once (and i kinda still am) where that girl is. so i know how important it is to have the support of others
[UniqueSultress]
2008-03-27 17:07:04

she came out well good for her. and more power to you for supporting her![soulsearcher] 2008-03-27 16:52:22

my stupid gym class! Him being gay doesnt bother me.....I like gay people....You would get why it bothers me if you knew the whole story.
-Cassie-
[Cas2191]
2008-03-25 17:40:19

a perfect world, spread love

I think the story You heard, was that of Emit Till...I had a discussion about him the other day. Seems no one knows about him really, not even my great grandmother, who was a big civil rights activist. Oh well. Love the Entry

-Renee

[Dillux]
2008-03-20 13:44:26

a perfect world, spread love

This was a nice entry. I think hating people is absolutely idiotic. No one has any reason to truly hate someone else. Everyone has the ability to forgive.

And unfortunately, racism can take many different forms. I can't even begin to tell you about all the people I know that blame all of their misfortunes on their race. Also idiotic.

I feel the love. :)

[delerium8]
2008-03-18 14:52:03

a perfect world, spread love i agree with what u think

LOVE, SPREAD IT[BananaRae]
2008-03-17 21:58:01

luvin it! also:i am smart Keep it up! I am really glad you are doing well in school. It'll open up so many doors to the future. 
[Sageofnothing]
2008-03-06 14:51:55

luvin it! also:i am smart

Good for you!

Keep up the studying.

Good luck.

[ilovex]

2008-03-06 14:39:17

what a beautiful day! thanks for the comment!
[horses4ever909]
2008-03-04 18:21:06

what a beautiful day!

that wasssssssssssssssssssssss beautifulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!Mr. Green It is a wonderful day!!

Kids can suprised you! I love them.

[ANONYMOUSAnonymous]
2008-03-03 15:56:03

animals cruelty my computer wont let me go on that website, its bein stupid! xx[jamiecross] 2008-03-02 13:15:06

animals cruelty its more than hard, its almost impossible! im starting to go loopy xx[jamiecross] 2008-03-02 12:44:09

animals cruelty not surprised after wat u watched![jamiecross] 2008-03-01 16:04:03

animals cruelty nope wat is it[jamiecross] 2008-03-01 15:56:44

animals cruelty you are SOOO missing out!! fish and chips is the ultimate Friday night take out! it also works really well as comfort food! x[jamiecross] 2008-03-01 15:50:54

animals cruelty are you kidding?? i LOVE fish and chips!! x[jamiecross] 2008-03-01 15:46:18

animals cruelty i dont quite see it but hey, if you say so!! x[jamiecross] 2008-03-01 15:40:29

animals cruelty

cool, yeah ive lived in germany most of my life, only over here for uni now.

erm, im not too fussed about accents to b honest, but guys dont really interest me anyway x

[jamiecross]
2008-03-01 15:32:53

animals cruelty im in the UK x[jamiecross] 2008-03-01 15:27:21

animals cruelty its at uni, but we dont have things like fret houses n stuff, thats a total american thing! sounds like a lot of fun tho!! x[jamiecross] 2008-03-01 15:11:42

animals cruelty I do want whats best for him which is why im kinda ok with it now and for sure im gonna keep in touch with him hes just someone i never want to loose in life hes what keeps me motivated and i just really need him here more then anyone does i just hope he dont go...but im ok if he does.Neutral
[rinajt6]
2008-03-01 12:52:47

animals cruelty flatmates are like room mates except i get my own room...thank god! theres six of us in a flat, each got our own room, so they called flatmates xx[jamiecross] 2008-03-01 12:46:07

animals cruelty

im not doing it on purpose like, it aint fun having a grumbly tummy!

na, me n ma flatmates have fallen out, n theyre all in the kitchen so im stayin outta the way...plus i ended up kipping on the streets last night, hence why i dint eat yesterday either! xx

[jamiecross]
2008-03-01 12:28:03

animals cruelty I cry when I see things like that too. There is no reason on this earth to be cruel to anyone or anything. People that do this make me sick to the stomach! I'm not vegetarian, although I don't eat very much meat/fish. But what I do eat I make sure I get from our local farmers and fishermen, because being in a village, we all know eachother very well and we know that the animals/fish/poultry etc is never mistreated.[TransparentBeauty] 2008-03-01 10:40:51

animals cruelty Waay too morbid...
nOT even animal rights group stand up for them!!!
Even PETA won't stand up for them!
I'm trying to be a vegetarian since I had chickenpox,
eczema and chicken meat allergies,
I think it's okay... But mum won't allow me.

                    -PinUpGoth-

[PinUpGoth]
2008-03-01 10:28:51

animals cruelty I went vegetarian after hearing about how animals were treated in places like factory farms, that was over 2 years ago.
It's good that people like you have open minds and do actually understand what goes on because a lot of people have a lack of knowledge of how the meat they eat actually gets there.
x[CrushedCastaway]
2008-03-01 09:41:42

animals cruelty Thank you for seeing my way, you another i cant thank for helping this earth <3[rexieblonde3] 2008-03-01 09:20:15

bomb threats Glad no one got hurt, but I hope the pratt that did it gets in hella trouble for that! It's too serious to joke about like that![TransparentBeauty] 2008-02-27 23:27:28

bomb threats

Glad there was no bomb! Some people are stupid! Serves them right they're getting in trouble! Take care xxxxx

[SkAbUs SuNsHiNe 2]
2008-02-26 20:04:21

bomb threats u mightve heard about mah highschool last year.. Brunswick? we had 3 bombthreats in a row all by the same person. we only had 1st period of one day && then we got evaccuated. he gots 3 years in prison && he was my neighbor. but i had no clue he did it.[XxnitemarexX] 2008-02-26 19:11:06

the most beautiful songs Taylor Swift has such an emotional voice, no wonder they make you cry xx.[TransparentBeauty] 2008-02-24 20:22:45

mad at my bff

Well, I like those songs, but I wouldn't call them the most beautiful songs.
Mmm...your friend is pretty dumb to start a fight over such a trivial thing. I mean, she should just let you have your own opinion about things.

[delerium8]
2008-02-24 20:13:51

the most beautiful songs Mm, I'd have to disagree with you on those. ;)[delerium8] 2008-02-24 19:26:53

life lessons I'll second that!!!Very Happy[TransparentBeauty] 2008-02-24 18:24:59

life lessons Thanks well saidConfused

Peace to youExclamation
LashanVery Happy

[lashmydeardiarycom]
2008-02-24 18:24:25

what i love about this site!

I agree totally

You don't have to hide, and people give you unbiased opinions.

its so therapuetic

[Close To Gone]
2008-02-23 01:13:57

what i love about this site! I was curious more than needed this site and still am. Plus, I've never had a free journal since all of my works were handed in as English grades.

So, in its own senses, this place is nice.[razorkisses]
2008-02-21 16:55:29

what i love about this site! Me too, that's why I keep coming back xx.[TransparentBeauty] 2008-02-21 16:50:20

what i love about this site!

she is actually my lil neice but i like to call her my baby! lol

she is just so adorable i love her!

[malleus336]
2008-02-21 16:19:49

what i love about this site! and yes, i totally love this site too....i feel better after writing here.[malleus336] 2008-02-21 15:58:32

what i love about this site!

Thank you so much!

Ive always been fond of it myself...Once again, thanks!

[malleus336]
2008-02-21 15:54:01

these are a few of my favorite quotes

love is a battlefield by Pat Benatar.

I love her.

[malleus336]
2008-02-21 15:51:19

what i love about this site! Smile  for sure!! I agree 110%!!! [runnerbelle] 2008-02-21 15:46:26

Another boring day he is a guy i work with.. just a friend. hes married. [runnerbelle] 2008-02-21 14:50:29

Another boring day

hmm....could you tell me why>>>??? Im jW??? 

oH and I have an lj too!!!  =)

[runnerbelle]
2008-02-20 16:44:33

Another boring day

"well why doesnt she get a new kidney?" When getting a new kidney you have to take certain medications to help the kidney adapt to your body. My aunt refuses to take medication so she isn't eligible.

Spiritsfire[spiritsfire]
2008-02-19 22:47:56

Another boring day thanks!!
[bubblylele]
2008-02-19 18:11:59

Another boring day omg she totally is that was supposed to be a story but that actually happened you can read the #1 in my diary.

thanks for the comment

horses4ever909
A.K.A maddie[horses4ever909]
2008-02-19 18:10:22

what used to be

"what is dialysis" Our kidneys filter out toxins in out blood but some people's kidneys stop working and the toxins build up. It becomes lethal after a few days. So three or four times a week these people go to have their blood cleaned. They pump the blood through a machine that removes the toxins. It usually leaves the person feeling terribly sick for several hours afterwards. The only other option is to get a new kidney.

Spiritsfire

[spiritsfire]
2008-02-19 00:22:49

what used to be I hope so. :>[Scream] 2008-02-18 09:53:44

what used to be

Hi, thanks for your comment on my page. I've had an eating disorder for over two years. I've tried fighting it but the truth is, I am still classed as clinically obese. I used to be quite a far way into the morbidly obese range. Feel free to read the rest of my diary if you want more info on how it happened and how i've managed to stay in control for so long before this latest turn of events. You'll see that I do still believe in staying healthy and safe.

As for your entry, do you feel comfortable with your appearance? If so, don't change yourself for someone else. You'll never be happy that way. If you feel you need to change for YOU then that's cool, but changing for someone else eventually leads to resentment and you deserve to be happy x.

[TransparentBeauty]
2008-02-17 20:26:11

what used to be Eh, he is probably just like the rest of 'em.[Scream] 2008-02-17 19:36:05

beautiful disaster Make an effort every day. You only get one chance to go through life and in a few years almost everything will be fogotten.[GeorgeC] 2008-02-08 17:18:22

a dream

Hey;
Thanks for the comment on my poem, I'm glad to hear someone enjoys what I write. Smile

As for your entry, I love dreams. hehe.
I think all your dream is, is a relapse of current thoughts and wishes.
Maybe he does like you, but you'll never know til you talk to him!
His blurred words might signal your fear of talking to him, maybe your scared of what he may think? I've always found it easy to talk to both genders, and I've found that guys are so much funner to talk to! Maybe one day when you sit down in that class you sit by eachother, just take a deep breath and wisper hi, or make it in an audible voice. It's hard to get comfortable doing somthing unless you practice!

With care, GS.

[giantsquid]
2008-02-06 16:43:58

a dream well corey is my babi hes great im in love with him and everything 
[brittanyheartbreaker]
2008-01-30 17:21:02

search for confidence confidence is all in how you feel about yourself. you gotta believ that ur awesome and beuatiful before anyone else will. thats the big secret. know thtau are amazing and everyone will see that too. how everyone sees you is supposed to be a reflection of how you see yourself:) go knock Tims socks off!!:)[WintersFire] 2008-01-27 18:38:29


 
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